Maan. Anna.22. woman. filipina/british. tagalog & english.

A dog named Banana Pancakes. born and raised in Philippines. shopping. shoes. make up. hello kitty. books. beautiful. family. friends.

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May 11, 2012

So many things has been going on from the past couple of weeks.

I wish I have the energy to blog more about it. 

My latest dilemma?

I hate how UConn-Stamford barely has classes to offer. After this upcoming fall semester then I only need 2 more classes to graduate. Finally! I know, this shouldnt be a dilemma. But, since Stamford barely offers classes then its scary, because the two classes I need fills up super quick since they, you guessed it, only offer it every other semester. UGH! Making me think that I should go to Storrs for my last semester.      UGH! I really dont know what to do. I just want to be able to graduate and I am glad that its a semester sooner than I anticipated. I just hope all goes according to plan!

Stressing till the spring, TATA for now.

</3 Maan

simpledisneythings:

With so many different Snow White renditions out this year, I have to say that Disney’s will always be fairest of them all.

simpledisneythings:

With so many different Snow White renditions out this year, I have to say that Disney’s will always be fairest of them all.

Happy Birthday to my ever gorgeous cousin Ms.Andrea O. Love you to death my dearest gaga fo life! No matter the distance,gagas pa rin for life! Che! For this day! Ikaw na pinaka sexy at maganda! Hahaha #happybirthday ulit &lt;3 (Taken with instagram)

Happy Birthday to my ever gorgeous cousin Ms.Andrea O. Love you to death my dearest gaga fo life! No matter the distance,gagas pa rin for life! Che! For this day! Ikaw na pinaka sexy at maganda! Hahaha #happybirthday ulit <3 (Taken with instagram)

April 25, 2012

Last night I came home and I see my mom baking. So, I sat down on the counter stool to spend some time with my mom. I told her as to how one of my friends is having a graduation party and how exciting it is.

She then looked at me and said, “arent you jealous that your friends are graduating?” 

I am very proud of my friends for graduating. We all went to college together and as much as I wanted to get out of it together, I know I cant. I have made mistakes and I know I messed up. There is not one day that no one reminds me of it.

I am not jealous of my friends graduating before me. But, if someone reminds me constantly as to how “thats suppose to be you,” “look at them, they have real jobs,” “arent you jealous of them,” “now youre regreting your actions.” It is so draining. Im trying to better my life and lift myself from the place where I was. I am trying to get out of the place I use to be. I just need help and support from my family, instead of constantly trying to remind me of the place I used to be in.

That is all. vent over!

<3 Maan